My Stories.

I am currently writing 3 stories.

My first: Forbidden Agony

-It's about a girl named Lydia who lives in Bosham, England and she is being forced to get married as family tradition. She is depressed of this situation, but it slowly becomes worse as she encounters the beyond handsome Claude Viconte. He is her one true love and she doesn't know what to do.

My second: Hello, My Name is Hayden & I'm Here to die. 

-Hayden was a mere mistake to her trashy alcoholic parents. She is now over 16 and pregnant with her second child. Hayden has been suicidal since 11 when her mother abandon her and Daddy wants nothing to do with her. Will living with her wealthy boyfriend and family distract her suicidal thoughts? 

My Third: The Boy at The Book Store.

-Mia has just witnessed a boy mysteriously walking into the woods at night behind her favorite bookstore. She doesn't know whether it was an allusion from her previous obsessions with Vampires or if its fact. How can she come to find the truth behind this mystical boy? 

Lately.

I have figured it out. The void in my life is lack of romantic love. I have plenty of love from my family, but it's not enough. I want somebody who loves me, differently than my family. 

I know i'm young, but imagine being older trapped in a body of somebody 3 years younger than you. It's awful. I've never kissed a boy, or had a boyfriend. Believe me, i've been asked out plenty, but not by people who I honestly think will love me. 

I don't mean love as in "dating for a week" love. I want somebody who will stay with me at least a year. 

I get depressed every time i read a love story. But they are my addiction and i can't stop reading them. i have this weird theory that if i can gain knowledge from all these stories i can create my own long lasting relationship. 

yeah. So, another possible form of depression.

-Maria.